Thursday, May 22, 2008
GGMU.
Nothing else to be said.
or so it seems, at 6:01 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
OMFG aka Tomorrow will be a great day
Two reasons: mad crazy thunderstorm, and monster. If you can't figure that one out, what can i say?
I'll fill you in anyway. So yesterday all seemed great. Just had a long (and a bit dry) ultimate agm in school, then picked up some macs and got home to bum around. Was irritated at first, to find my room & pc being used, but i got over it. When it became mine again. Anyhow, the night seemed pleasant enough, and pretty soon i tucked myself into bed and thought 'hm, which dream shall i have tonight? maybe i should rent one from 'dreamin' made easy' (TM).. zzz' And all seemed fine. Or so i thought. At 0:343 (an approximation) my lovely dream got destroyed... but THUNDER and LIGHTNING no less. Oh, you two sneaky devils you. After a month of unbearable humidity and stillness-of-air, you come and haunt me in the midst of dream #4223. And it took me an hour before i could finally get back to my dream, when the two sneaky devils snuck off to ruin some other poor sod's dream. I have never, ever, seen the two devils at their worst, though i think yesterday night came close. 10 strikes a minute? That's one every six seconds, which is sickening. sixening? sickening. yeesh. And ms.wind was kind enough to deliver rain onto my exposed feet.. which are like two metres away from my room window, which is about 4 metres away from the side of the flat. basically it was a long way for rain to travel, and yet ms.wind somehow contrived to get my feet wet. hurray, hurrah.
Moving along, less i lose more dream-time due to my incessant bitching (yes, i hate you in the middle of the night, thunder and lightning) tomorrow will be a great day! isn't that the most awesomenest phrase you have ever heard? well it just totally uplifted my spirits when i read it, in a manga titled: yep you guessed it. (unlike the mangaka, i like to tie up my loose ends) and.. i believe it shall be. Yes, every tomorrow will be a great day. Because that's what keeps me going. Unless tomorrow turns out to be a shitty day.. but that's another story, for another time.
Tomorrow will be a great day. oh, and omfg.
or so it seems, at 8:11 PM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Return of the blog
I was about to comment that my title sounded like a Tolkien novel.. then i realised it also sounded like a George Lucas movie. If Rowling ever decided to restart her Potter series, she knows where to begin.
Somehow i feel like my first paragraph is a huge let down; 'huh, after 7 months this is the best you can come up with!?' Yes, inspiration is that hard to come by these days. It only comes in flashes, and once its gone its gone. But nevermind, today i will persist and see through this entry to the end, i owe it to myself.
So life has been pretty monotone. Turning 22 hasn't changed anything (except for the fact that my age is now a palindrome, and matches my birthday, yay), and life carries on as normal. Im starting to feel that 'change' is overrated; rather than things changing, we just adapt and adjust ourselves to suit various situations.. but in the end everything is still the same. Kinda like water; we can alter our shapes, maybe change form here and there, but we remain essentially the same. Some things just don't change.
In a blink of an eye, a year of school has also passed. School has been really disappointing and lacklustre. Even though this is the 'last bastion of hope' before adult life truly begins, with work.. its as though my life is just wasting away. The initial motivation and desire to do exceptionally well has just faded away.. i don't want to blame the system (which i quite often do, its fucked up), i just think that its going to be very difficult/near impossible to find a similar environment of learning that i have been so accustomed too; where grades don't matter, and everyday is about having fun. I try my best to do that now.. but sometimes you get sucked into the whole system; play or be played, that's the name of the game.
Enough about school, its summer now. which means.. 4 months of trying to fill my days with meaningful activities/bumming around till my ass hurts. And today looks like its going to be the latter. *yawn* Yes, it does get THAT boring.
I digress. Back to bumming!
or so it seems, at 10:47 AM
